Patriotic Bless in Ramadhan

Ramadhan Kareem, Muslims! May Allah bless us through this entire holy month! Ramadhan is always the special month people, especially muslims, are waiting for. Muslims pray to their fullest attention, begging for the mercy of Allah, The Creator of every existence.

Unlike the previous Fasting Month, this year I'm having another mission beside getting closer to Allah.

My friends and I are making this event themed nationalism in the environment of fighters of the nation history. Yes, they are old men and women (perhaps), with many messages from the past for the future of this nation. Beside making these people happy and raising back their spirit of nationalism, we're going to spread this precious messages from them to the entire nation, targeting the youths of the nation. I hope for my country's growth and prosperity in later years.

Earlier, I was going home by taxi. During the trip, the driver talked much about how our country is misleaded and all the negatives. I was only listening, agreeing and disagreeing with what he said inside my head. It was then when he said that the youth, like me, like us, should make a revolution again in order to make things better. He said we, the intellectual fighters should use whatever we have in mind and take it into action, especially the medical students. Why medical students? Because there are many young people whom are medical students in their time revoked revolution. Such as Budi Utomo.

I agreed, about this and I started talking about the mission I and my colleagues are having. I talked about publishing our event to the whole country, and he was supporting all the way. I never thought about publishing it to television programme, he suggested us to do that. I also told him about the upcoming essay competition regarding nationalism, and he was very enthusiastic in the idea. He even wants to participate in the competition.

Glad to see some people still care about how to improve the nation.

We just have to find an unusual but applicable way to do good changes. Changes, or revolution does not have to be all about wars and hardrock stuff, it can be pursued by intellectual approach. But sometimes, things do not go so well, and we must take another way to do it.

However our way to solve it, remember. The government and public both have the same thing they really care about, it is the country. Both of them should ally to make the country reach prosperity, avoid being the foe of each other. Support each other. When the fact government has forgotten about what they are standing for, remind them. That is our jobdesk as youth of the nation.

Parents ARE the best!

Fellow readers,

How long have I been silent? For months (approx. one and a half months) I have been heart-broken. Ha ha. FYI, I was in a relationship with a classmate for 5 months. Late April, he asked for a break up, so we broke up. Well, It was my fault to feel so deeply in love ( I feel so lame), that when that happened, I was like thrown from the seventh floor of the sky. I could not study properly, doing so bad in organisations- loss of responsibilities, I felt my life was falling apart. Fighting so hard within myself, I try to be professional. That means poker face. Yeah, acting all sturdy and strong, making fun of all my sorrow in front of the ones I trust (that literally means everyone around me), telling everybody I'm falling apart.. so they'd take it lightly, and think that I was okay. Tears were like.. lame. Then I called my Dad via Messenger, I was about to ask him if he let me to go to something like a training camp. After asking how was I doing, he talked about how I do in academics. I told him everybody was having a decline in the academic reports rate, but I felt like he knew what was happening to me. He told me to stay strong: all the tricks. Ha ha. It was an awkward thing to talk about. It was the first time I told my parents about who I liked and all that lovey-dovey stuff of a child. I had always thought they'd see me like it was a silly thing, but hey, they DO understand me the best. The best answer was that from my parents. I have asked all the girls I knew, even my best boy friend (that is a boy whom is my best friend) about how to ignore this thing, but then I found the magical answer from my very own parents.

Thank you Mom, Dad. I love you.
(okay, this is starting to feel so lame, oh, I'm such a drama queen).

late at night and Gram colouring

The exam is only a week away, and I just can't sleep. I'm not busy thinking about how I can pass the upcoming exam, it's because I drank a can of coffee. Talking about the exam this time, this part of the study is really heavy. We are forced to learn like.... thousands of points in only 6 weeks of learning. isn't that heavy? I just got hectic about this. I lost my belief in studying, it's too much! and I'm just any ordinary young woman.

This chapter is about infection, the chapter which differ Indonesia than any other countries. Here, we are to learn about helminths ( worms), microorganisms, including viruses. Then, comes the medicines to counterattack the "invading" microorganisms. If I say it like this, it doesn't seem too hard, but when we see the details, it's just a little bit different than hell.

I just had my skill exam on colouring microorganism, and I just can hope I pass. Made so many mistakes, I hope the Almighty love me more, and I can pass. Things to remember when someone does Gram colouring:

1. The object glass should be clean, clear from anything.

2. Don't dip it too much in alcohol

3. shake the tube of bacteria when about to take it.

Those things are the things I did not do perfectly, and so I just can't find the negative Gram bacteria, streptococcus, etc.

Forget about the Gram colouring, I still got another skill exam, malaria - I must learn more about this- and written exam about the whole thing of infection. gaaah, it's more than a lot of thing, but I must try my best.

I hope I will not do repeats for all this, as after the exam, I really want to have fun. ( FYI, I got stressed!)

WOW!

Have been such a long time since I last wrote a post. Now, in the middle of the night, i'm feeling bored, not sleepy yet- i guess because of my running nose- and remembered to write something on this almost-forgotten blog.

I am now a student of a university. I'm in the second semester now. That is really fast. It was just yesterday I did my test and now, the year 12s are going to meet their final exams. Time is really a marvelous thing. One move, and you lose 1 second.

Busy with the busiest part of the thing, i feel like being stranded. lol. hope it'll be okay.