Three more days and the midsemester exams finally over. I can't say i'm satisfied with my marks, and I'm really NOT! I can't believe I got 76 on Biology!!! That's a break down for me... I should reach at least 80/100 in Bio so that The U of Indonesian will accept me to study in its medicine campus. Not only Biology, I have to pass in chemistry, mathematics and physics!!!!! I do average in chemistry n I hope I can get 80 in it, but physics and math?! Hell, they're the hardest! Today I did my maths exam. I did so very bad and I think I have to re sit the exam. I don't know how I can be so blank when it comes to exam. I thought I understood chapter already, but.... Oh well, I have to study harder in it, I guess. NO. I have to study harder in ALL subjects. Furthermore, I don't really get physics, but I try to not re sit the physics exam. Wish me luck.
One more thing that is making me half crazy: The university entrance exam try out day is coming in less than a month and I haven't learn the subjects of year 10 and 11! ( I miss a year study because in comparison to the British system, the material of year 10 in Indonesia is being taught in 2 years in Britain).
Sigh, I hope I can pass the third year with good grades and enroll in my chosen university. Please, God. Help me! I will study harder and the hardest, but it won'y be accomplished if You are not wanting me to. God, please CHANGE me to be someone that can work harder than this.
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