School is "fun"!

Today is the first week of my vacation. I have my vacation weeks earlier than my brothers. This is all due to my IGCSE exams which finishes earlier than school exams. However, I don't feel like I'm really in a vacation. This is worse than school days where I have to get up early in the morning, yawning all the way to the bathroom and from home to school. Today, those days enlighten me.

People describe vacation as the time of leisure, but here I feel as if I'm waiting for death to come. I'm really so very bored. Let me enlist my typical day at home:

• After waking up at 8, I make my bed, open the curtains, and turn off the lamps ( I sleep with the lights on).
• Then I would go to the washroom to wash my face, brush my teeth and other sanitation.
• Afterward, I travel my way to the kitchen, grab a sweep and sweep all parts of the house ( or my mother will start her "preaching" again).
• Usually, I would find my mother in the kitchen. In this time, I'm unemployed. I wait for my mother to tell me what to do, but she always starts shouting at me for not "helping her". For God sake! I don't now what else to do. Some other times, she would ask me to wash the clothes (with washing machine), hand-wash bleached clothes or dishes.
• Next, I might sit in front of the computer, doubting on what to browse and end up logging in facebook.
  
• When my mother starts shouting, I would log out of my facebook account, go to the kitchen with a frowning face and listen as she "curse" me and command me on what to do (she's really scary).
• When the jobs in the kitchen are all finished, I would watch tv, changing channels everytime I see ads and feel bloody bored.
• Still feeling bored, I would go to the computer again ( if it's absent of my brothers' hands) or I might enter the toilet, sit on the W.C. and do nothing. Pretty stupid, right? Oh well, I think I've lost my mind.
• The time now would be around 3 o'clock or 4 in the afternoon. When I'm finished with my preayers, sometimes I take a nap, but often, I continue on watching tv, browsing the internet or do some other idiotic movements in my room with the door locked.
  
• When the next prayer comes on dawn, I would do my prayer, close the curtains and off to the kitchen (again). I would put the dinner apparatus for my father, along with the shouting of my mother in my ears. After dinner, I would clean the table, kitchen tables, wash the dishes (often but not always) and sweep the kitchen floor.
• Afterward, I often watch the tv, but tonight, I am able to touch the computer ( it is very rare for me to be able to connect to the computer when my father is home).
• After this, I might go to bed.
• When I fall asleep and the mornign comes, the whole list will rewrite itself.

Boring, isn't it? In addition, I'm rarely allowed to go out with my friends. I'm afraid even to ask for permission as both my parents are, unfortunately, very strict and over-suspicious. Can you imagine how it feel to be me? Sob, sob...

"Oh school, I just realise how I love you so much!" and how I hate you so much when school days begin.

It's funny how we feel so stressed at school with all assignments to finish and, at the same time, in vacation when we have nothing to do and wanting all that is opposite to what we are busy with. Human is really a creature that will never have enough.