headache!

it's not a physical headache actually, it's more like something you wish to kill. it's disappointment.

yesterday, (or a few days ago) my other grandma,who came from Aceh, asked me to go to my uncle's house and sleepover in the house, she would pick me up from my granddad's house. it's normal. A grandma who had not meet her granddaughter in a long time will use every moment to meet up and share the time together. I understand that and I was happy to accept the invitation. But life is random. nobody can guess what will happen to you that makes you unable to do something, or to meet someone important. God did not allow me to meet up with her. My mobile was broken at the night before the day and I was unable to contact her at all, because her number was not kept in the sim card.

So, I called my uncle in the morning and asked him to tell my grandma that my mobile is broken and I'm going to repair it,therefore i won't be available for sometime. I told him to tell her my granddad's mobile number and the telephone number in order to inform whether i'm in the house at the time.

Then I went to repair my mobile. I waited for any contact from her. Nothing. No calls, or even SMS. So, I thought she did not go yet. I went back home at 3 p.m. and I was still waiting for her. I did not change my clothes. Then, at 4 p.m. she called. She told me that she came but nobody was at home. I was trully shocked. I thought,"how can she be like that? I thought I sent a message thru someone close to tell her about my inconvenience." She spoke to me as if I AM the one in the wrong side, not her loveliest son-in-law. great, I thought. She started to be like the person I don't like. She texted me which said to go direct to her and not to any other person. WT.....!! I was really angry. and upset. and of course disappointed.

She called me more than once. I know that she as disappointed, so was I! It's not like the world revolves around her..

It's just... really annoying when someone is so sensible and try to show it up. I am also so very sensible , but I try to HIDE it down. because not everyone like such people. I always try to give it my bestest expressions : smile, laugh,jokes; although when the time is the worst in my life. Or is it because that is how a woman do things? If it is so, than I would gladly clarify that i'm still a little girl.