hello! and happy ied al-Fitr for Muslims in all parts of the world. How was your fasting? Did it does you any good? Mine was.... you don't need to know. I can't say i'm satisfied with it, because I did not put my all into it. My way was blocked by menstruation. I know it's not something I should talk about, but it's the fact. I'm not blaming it, I believe it comes from God. It's my life line from the Lord.
How was the first day of Ied? did you go to your relatives'? I did, although I don't really recognise them. Just so you know, I'm now in Abu Dhabi International Airport, on the way back to qatar. I told you Í moved to Indonesia, and that's true. I'm just visiting my parents and I'll be back before 1 October. Tiring, I know. But I don't want to say it out loud.
Nothing feels different. Nothing changes in me. I'm still the overly laid back kid you know yesterday. That's weird(despite I already know that I'm weird). I should feel different. I should feel like I'm much older now and I must be more responsible. I should change! I don't know whats wrong with the procedure. Or could it be because everything happened too sudden?
Im coming home now. I should be happy,right? But I feel so so, nothing extreme. I feel like making a sin. Life is always like this for me. Does it does the same to you?
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