Boring Monday

Folks, Monday is a working day in every part of the world,right? People always have something to do on this day. People get to work, children get to school. Nothing like freedom is available on Monday, except when it is a national day. while people are outside, I am sitting inside the house, going on line, doing nothing, feeling bored and started to write. This is what they call free from Monday? No! I shout it, no! This is no way a freedom. Do you know why? Because I am not allowed to go outside. I'm bounded by something called rules!

One or two rules would not hurt, but rules not to go outside?! That is an offence. I am a woman of freedom. I have the right to have my freedom and the right to do what I want.This is a jail for me. I live in my relative's house, and that means my parents still have their eyes on me. Darn. This is sickening. My parents does not let me to have my own decisions in my life. I want to try things in this life. I want to have experience in things.

All this time, I realise I spent too much money on useless things. However, this time I am trying to change me. I want to try to succeed in life. I want to be active in the society, getting people under my influence little by little so that later, there will be an easy access to everything for me since my connection is wide. See? I am thinking for my future. But,can they see right through me? See what I really want to do? They don't even give any support, not once in my memory. All they do is rejecting my ideas, telling me I have no initiation and all those stuff that would let down any children, any teenagers in this world. Or, they will be neutral. They never put their hands on my shoulder: think so positively to what I do. All they want me to do is submissive to their commands, although they may let me go too late for chances in life.

Like right now, during a Monday, a busy day, I'm just sitting here, with nothing to do. I actually have a lot in my to do list, but they must be delayed or even cancelled because of the disapproval of my parents. Is there anybody who can tell me what to do? Let my parents live my life? or what?