I fail and this is a trial. KEEP ON BEING POSITIVE!

Folks, Let me start with a bad news. I failed the university entrance test. Sad, yes, but that is logical. Why not? I chose the subjects that need the highest score: that is Medicine faculty of the two most favourite universities in my country. I do feel bad for that, but it is not actually for myself. It is for my parents. I don't know how much they will feel dissatisfied and upset because of this. I used to be clever in all subjects during school days, but... it does not seem as if I'm still that clever.

As for me, I'm easygoing. I believe if I don't get this, then it is not my way. Or, that university is not meant for me. Now I'm not sure if being a doctor is my way, and, to be honest, I have always thought and still thinking about being a psychologist. My mindset is that my education can help me when I become a mother. Being a doctor, I can open a self-practice at home and being close to my children. If I become a psychologist, then I can understand my children the best, especially when they get into their adolescence phase. I don't really like a subject that, when I get the degree, I have to leave my family and get to work. Damn, that is boring and hurtful.

As a woman, I should have at least a title on my name, and also income. Whether it is active or passive income, as long as I have money. So I don't totally depend on my hubby. That is what really want.

Well, it is not good to always look upon bad things. We should be positive thinkers to succeed,right? The good thing is... I don't know. LOL. I guess staying alive is a good thing. Yea, because if you're alive, even though you fail right now, you can try again and again to reach whatever your goal is. But, if you're dead already, then.....

We should thank God for everything the Almighty has given us. Everything in our life is precious.Even things that are in our eyes negative, may actually be a bless in disguise. It is up to us, how we see things, how we respond to life challenges.