I skipped a day or two, didn't I ?
It was very late at night when I thought about doing my blog. It was around.. 11.25 p.m. n I had to go to school on the next day. So I skipped it.
The weird thing is, I drank coffee at that night, and still I got so sleepy before midnight. What is wrong with me? Did I drink too much caffeine before and my body became unaffected by it anymore? Then, what should I do if I get sleepy in a very important meeting or something?
And today as well! I got very sleepy at unfavorable time! IGCSE exams are coming, and if I can't study properly because of this sleepiness, I'm going to FAIL! yes, fail; a word nobody likes.
I made a self-study scheme for myself at home n it succeed for three days now. I hope I can keep it on going until the showtime. However, I can hardly trust myself. Because, every time I initiated to do anything good for myself, a little evil-ness can distract me. It is hard for me to be good. Ha ha.
Now, I think, if I get sleepy during the exam and fall asleep! All trying and struggle in maths and physics will be worth nothing! OH,God! please, let me pass and go to college or anywhere, except repeating my studies.
Oh, I can't write much from now on! today is 31 of March and tomorrow shall be the first day of April! IGCSE will start on 12 May for me! it's like.. 1 month 11 days from now on! So, I should ignore anything else and focused on my studies! I have to ignore what's happening around me as well. Ugh, it's hard, because right now, I'm discovering bits by bits something I should not know about some friends at my school. I guess, without me, trying to find it out, It'll reveal itself anyway. Althuogh it seems not fair. Okay, wish me luck.
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